Tales of the Farblunget: Farblunget  (farb-LAWN-jet) is a Yiddish word that "describes the state of aimless wandering, or being hopelessly lost and unsure where to turn next."  My husband has Alzheimer's disease. The "conversations" that my lost and confused husband and I have these days are not only excruciatingly repetitive, but they are also often absurd, strange, surreal, and sometimes, especially in retrospect, hilarious: Farblunget.

Each painting is a tiny story about living with him as his disease slowly progresses, and he becomes more and more disoriented and disconnected from reality. The titles are direct quotes. Picture us eating dinner at our kitchen table, while he tells me,"I used to live here." Or asking me now, when I visit him in memory care: "How did you find me, wherever it is that I am?"

Am I John?
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You're not my wife, are you?
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How did you find me, wherever it is that I am?
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Are you Barbara?
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You do realize I'm in England, right?
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Have you ever considered signing up for Tinder?
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I haven't seen Barbara all day, have you?
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They look like nice kids.
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How did you know where to find me? There are so many hotels in the area!
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Am I wrong in saying that you are one of two Barbara Gordons?
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Did you put that bumper sticker on, or did the other Barbara Gordon?
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How did you get into food service?
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How did you know it was me?
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Who's your wife? I'm not certain I have one.
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Have we been introduced?
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So what's your interim plan for getting back to reality?
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What relationship is Barbara Gordon to you?
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I thought you were another Barbara Gordon...The one who's not here for dinner.
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I forgot to call home and tell my bride that I will not be home.
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What's your role here, besides emptying the dishwasher?
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Who are you?
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That's a little confusing, since there are so many Barbara Gordons on the planet.
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You don't know Barbara, right? You've not met her.
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A number of Barbara Gordons think that I agreed to marry them.
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If I've got Alzheimer's, it's entirely possible that I've misled a number of women.
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I drove quite a distance to get here today.
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You're the wrong Barbara.
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Lemme ask you this: What is your maiden name?
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Who's your landlord?
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Have you ever eaten breakfast here before?
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Last time I ate here I was wearing all new clothes.
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I’m reading three novels at once, and it’s hard to keep it all straight.
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I'm glad you've never put pressure on me to get married.
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Have you seen my bride tonight?
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Did we spend much time together before I was drafted?
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I'll have to figure this out when I have more time.
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Then why don't I want to go back?
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We haven't exactly combined our finances.
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I thought you might be interested to know that you have the same name as my wife.
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Do I live here?
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You gave birth to both of them?
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Busy dame, for someone who just blew into town.
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My mistake, I better ask my bride.
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Gum can ruin a forty-dollar sport coat.
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Most people have to get married to get this kind of shit so early in the morning.
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What do I owe you for the pizza?
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You’ve probably eaten here more often than I have.
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Do you know my wife?
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I'm supposed to go home!
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Where is my bedroom?
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When was the last time you were in town?
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What do I know, I don’t live here!
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Who are her parents? It's been a year since we've been out here!
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I used to live here.
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Do you do much birdwatching at your place?
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Who's your mom?
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OK, but how do I get home?
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I have to hold it all.
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You don't live here.
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Why are you in this picture?
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I don't live here.
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